The passing of time
So, it has been some time since I have properly taken the time to expand my craft which unfortunately is not a great way to go about it. Who knew?! I lost focus for a while with no real explanation other than feeling a bit lost. Getting wrapped up and losing site of your personal goals is something that can sometimes catch you off-guard because you don't realize how many I'll get to it laters really pass by. I have so many thousands of photos to go through yet somehow, I always find some way to waste my time on nothing productive. Not to say some of those moments aren't worth it but lately more often than not it just seems I don't have the drive to continue to share with the world and I didn't realize that until recently.
I met someone who reminding me that time is worth what you are willing to put into it. You will never be a part of impossible moments if you aren't there to see them begin. Unfortunately, it took me losing that person to see how I have really been mismanaging my time as of late, for a couple months I was back to being my favorite version of myself then I ruined it through my own selfishness and in fighting to get back to some semblance of normal at least what I consider as such I realized one of the biggest things I miss with them was how it was never a waste of time when we were together even if it felt like it in the moment and to smile and laugh is something that I had been lacking for a long while. To have an honest connection with another person is something that is becoming increasingly rare so don't screw it up as I did.
Now that I have wasted enough time before and after feeling sorry for myself I am going to get back on top I mean after all I never started this journey to simply let the time pass me by I started to feel alive and truly understand what the world has to offer even in the worst of times.
Until Next Time
The Lovable Villain